obsessive over my blog, i hunch over new posts and tweak various settings. I forgot why I hate these things. coincidentally, i forgot if i love them. So i guess that puts me at about ground level.

i might've said a couple good important things today. most of the time i'm just stupid. or lazy. fat/lazy. easily manipulated. unambitious/apathetic. a poorer, dumber student. i saw a teacher today and he asked me if i was dropping the class. i said 'no,' i'm only playing catch-up for a little while. He informed me for next class, a nude performance artist was going to do some little ditty for us. nude. he winked when he said it, though. now i question his character. but i guess we're all so primitive.

i should've invited him to silk, i hear ron jeremy will be there tonight. he is a very hard working porn star, so i am told.